I remember when I thought it was cool to be in a relationship… How it was the most amazing thing ever. It was always confusing to hear people complain and say it’s not as great as it seems. But to me it is. Well at least first… I’ve been in horrible situations, not the worst and I don’t feel the need to speak what has happened before in the past. They say the past is the past, and well that past is just something that can effect your well being…. Right now to be honest, as a teenager, I feel like the best analogy for me to use is that were all like clay, and were still being molded as we go on with life. We are all non-perfect human beings, yet we try to find someone who is perfect…. And that’s got to change. Another problem is that considering my past issues I created trust issues and so on. The fact I’m self conscious about the way I look, adding the trust issues didn’t help me. After dating a certain someone it became way harder for me to find a guy I actually wanted to be with… I’m not exactly sure whats wrong with me but so far I’m trying to start dating again. I found a certain guy and he makes me super happy. Were almost a month and lately I’ve been a little upset… I learned he has cheated before and I don’t want to deal with that again…. I know I should trust him, and some say to end it because if I don’t already have trust for him then it wasn’t meant to be. And that’s not true. You know theirs a chance it’s meant to be when you feel like you can make the effort to learn and trust each other the first time they meet. Which is how I felt. But I feel bad because it will be way harder for him to earn my trust and I don’t mean to. I know he’s not perfect and I am willing to make the effort to deal with his imperfections, the way he’s willing to deal with mine. Our one month will be in three more days. I guess since we haven’t had any real relationship problems yet, and during those three days nothing bad happens, then maybe I can learn to relax…. I’ve tried so hard and I think I’ve got the hang of this. Well if you read this much you must either care very much or just have nothing else better to do, anyways, wish me luck! I think I should have a good day and lets hope everything goes well, that’s all I’m asking for right now… Well theirs a few things but I have my reasons…(:
Wang Zhiyuan’s 36 foot tall plastic trash vortex is a good reminder that littering contributes to a *big* problem.